need a MMORPG and active Guild or I'll cry

hey whuddup 1st post, read everything with a bit of sarcasm in it. Especially the parts where I say I cry, I never cry! at least not often... :'(

for the past weeks..months...years??? I've been looking for a good MMORPG with active players and community. I'm sick of looking.  when you register you can click on games you want to be updated on..I think except for dragonball online which is only playable in korea I tried all of them, No I'm not kidding,

I need people to play with lol, right now I'm waiting for APB, SWTOR and Jumpgate(god I wish sony wouldn t have killed swg) to come out so if your guild/clan/corp whatever you call it is going to play those that would be great. I also can't live without MMORPGs(tried failed miserably) I start doing weird stuff...like dressing up in a wolfspelt and scaring silly marines trying to knife me(if you know what game that is you rock)...

No I won't play wow(the thought makes me sick I HATE jumping arround all day to kill someone I mean come on are you kidding me?), I don't play PG games. I'm into Adult Open world PVP with stunning graphics(and AOC is just not my thing, there's no repercussions for killing another player so people just run arround ganking each other like it's no thing which kills the beautiful realism of it) and an avid Roleplayer(yes we still exist outside of WOW RP server),  so I'd be down to get Mortal Online, Fallen Earth, or any other game of that sort. No game with auto lock or point click fighting (eve made me cry I love a good sci fi game but  no collisions and a forced autopilot wtf?!?don't tell me thats not what the game is about idc that's what I'm about!)

So yeah this is like a player seeks adult multiple game playing pvping group that doesn't settle for girly graphics.. Also I can't play requiem for some reason if you'll suggest that it just won't patch once the launcher is installed.  I have steam too so if you guys are active on that all the better but doesn't really matter cause I hate counterstrike, Americas Army FTW.

I'm 19, go to college and I'm getting a new headset tomorrow. Can't wait for your replies.

23 mins for my global agenda demo to go hurray!