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Moments that hurt you the most?
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To me the moment that hurt me the most in my life (19) was when i've been with my g/f for 1 year and looked back.
The 8 months or so i fought to have her seems like it was for nothing! Now we were always arguing and she seemed fed up with me and always got mad at me.
I thought to myself after all this "what it used to be like"
Always happy together, she seemed real close to me and got upset with the thought of losing me! Now it was me sooo scared to lose her and crying all the time because she was soo different with me!
The 8 months leading up and the first 4 months or so when we were together, were perfect! The thought of losing all that and how it has all turned out just really hurts me!
It's horrible to look back and losing her has to be the hardest time because at one point we were perfect together and she is still the only girl i ever loved!
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Physical suffering. It was not that bad for me on the scale of my whole life, but I got 2 weeks of pure nightmare that I would not want to live again. Nope, suicide would be better then those 2 weeks again.
But pretty fine now, more then 10 years after this. Yet, you never forget. Everything become so pointless during those moments, you just cant think of anything, cant focus on anything, but that pain...sleeping is impossible(nearly, and definitely not normal sleep), actually, doing anything is impossible. The peoples close to you are in great distress as well, yet, it cant matter much to you, the pain is just unbearable.
Describing the details would be pointless and well, disturbing...let just say that pain can have various faces and manifest to extremes degrees.
- "If I understand you well, you are telling me until next time. " - Ren
Lifting weights 3 hours a day during the summer and giving my all at Football Camp and then in the first month of the season, getting my leg broken, taking me out of the season with only 2 games under my belt for the season. The actual break did not hurt, but the instant depression did.
"Whoever controls the media controls the mind..-'Jim Morrison"
"When decorum is repression, the only dignity free men have is to speak out." ~Abbie Hoffman
when sonny and cher split up
Definitely has to be when I learned my mom has cancer. That tops gf breakups, broken bones, everything.
Second on the list would be parents getting divorced.
the Moment that Hurted me the Most is when i Was in High School Secondary 2!
a Guys have attack me with a Knife , then i Have defend myself and Kicked is ass Badly, Then a School teacher saw Me kicked is Ass, i tried to Tell her that he had a Knife and Tried to Steel me my Lunch Money and my Disc Man but the Knife have disapear , And since i Wasnt a really Social Guys at High School i didnt had lot of Friend so All the Friend who was with The Guys told her that i started it and i got myself Kick out of the School till the end of the years!
but like i Always Try to do, I Make pain Thing Go in the Funny Way so that make it less Difficult to live with!
Jeese, how old are you?
"Whoever controls the media controls the mind..-'Jim Morrison"
"When decorum is repression, the only dignity free men have is to speak out." ~Abbie Hoffman
Back in highschool a couple of rednecks decided to convince a retarded girl to go along with a story that she had been raped by me (I was a "freak" to them and considering that most of their ignorant asses were too afraid to ever confront me directly...). Well it went through the usual channels and received the proper amount of attention that such a claim should, and in a couple of days the entire town knew about it. Suddenly, I was the frat guy in a Lifetime original movie.
Damn that was fun. I really wish I could go through it again.
Lol, is true that WHen you think about it its sound More funny then painful, but its have made a chain of bad thing that made me Crasy!
And yeah, im not that old Im only 16 going for my 17 in 2 months!
just reading through this thread...
SOME of you guys are lucky, you don't know true pain. Keep it that way, you don't want to know true pain.
*course I don't mean physical pain...I don't know physical pain, yet.
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Uh yea, but what really happened to you? I have seen some programs about venomous animals and that was the first thing that came to my head....
But what happened to you? 2 weeks of suffering, and you said physical, its scary.... tell me 
Well I cant say I really ever suffered, not that I can think of anyway. And murt must be one of those guys who gets beaten up but says it never hurts
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Don't be anal, Murt. This board has never been 100% serious and you know it. Just because you believe it is a touchy subject does not mean others do as well.
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You're 16? Sorry, dont mean to sound offensive...but.....
Well I think what hurts the most is loosing a family member especially when that family member is so close to you...
Im Amazed..... NOT!!!
It was more scary and funny than painful....
5 of my friends were at the skate park alone (pretty crummy skate park) and a bunch of gangsters came up on their bikes and started making wise cracks at us. Well, we made fun of them and that's where we went wrong. They had left and then 10 minutes later they came back with 30 other gangsters.
Now, let me give a general overview here. 5 kids with nothing against 35 kids with knives and bats doesn't work out to be such a fair match. Was really scary, we ran like hell but I guess we had no choice.
The details are, personnals. But if you want more information, let's just say that medication a doctor give me + me not understanding the proper use and limitations of it prove disastrous(I over use the medication and didnt use it properly). I would not claim to have the worst possible experience, far from it, but let's just say some medieval tortures must have been far less painfull. A 19 year old(31 now, so 12 year ago) that barely can walk with great pain for 2 weeks was...
I have no doubt some folks experience more pain, and luckily for me, it was nearly unhurtfull in the long run...but burns are more painfull when they are relatively superficials then when they are deep burns(if the sensory detectors are burns, it is less painfull althought more disastrous in the long run)...a little the same...yet it was not burns.
As a kid I broke 3 bones(arm and 2 fingers) and nearly cut my own tongue by falling flat on it(75% cut and flapping loose), I manage to put a leg in the backwheel of a bycycle and still have a scar, or nastisest sunburns where you cant wear a shirt and have tons of ''water holes'' just on the skin...but all those hardly hurt, not even a 1 on a rating from 0 to 10 where I would put 10 for the above.
- "If I understand you well, you are telling me until next time. " - Ren
When im a level50 fighter and looses in a duel.
Also when my pc kept freezing up when im playing the best game there is....up for you to find out.
There are two moments that hurt me the most. The first one is when I graduated on High School all by myself. I graduated without my parents beside me because my mother is on the hospital that time, (50/50 in a car accident). The second one is when my Ex-boyfriend cheated me because we've been for 1yr & 4 months so it hurts a lot for me..
when my girlfriend died in a car crash....she is my greatest love, I'll probably not get in love like that again.
live and let live
What the heck....let's wallow in it. There are two things that hurt me the most. The first was a girl of course. She was my best friend for a long time and I was in love with her for like 5 years dating her about half of this time.
Anyway she ended up losing her feelings for me after she got mono and we couldn't have ummm, those physical recreational activites. She basically was only with me for that. The first time I broke up with her I lost 20 lbs in two weeks because she changed her mind about breaking up literally every day for that time and I used to be a really ripped guy. I have never recovered and don't think I'll ever gain that weight back.
SECOND STORY STARTS HERE
The other time I was really hurt was not long ago at all. it was when I had been home from the ER for about ten minutes because I had a severe allerge reaction to something and couldn't breathe at all (the doc told us it was asthma but it wasn't but anyway we all thought I was having an asthma attack) I still couldn't breathe.
During the whole even my dad had showed no concern for me at all and had even nagged me in a way that he never does and then when I'm fearing for my life and can't breathe he does. He kept trying to convince me it was just a panick attack too ( I think just to save money) even though I had sat around not being able to breathe for two days just to make sure it wasn't a panick attack (I've never had a panick attack anyway). I never make a big deal out of things and avoid doctors if I can so he knew I was serious but still tried to keep me from going. Then when I'm back and still can't breathe and trying to figure out my inhaler he's in his room looking at cars on the internet. I tell him how much it hurt me that he showed no concern the whole time and he just says "I'm not going to argue with you, it's because you're such a dick to me all the time" which you'll just have to take my word for it I have not been a dick to him in 3 years, back then I was just another angry 15-16 year old ( no offense teenagers).
Anyway I was really hurt by this and ended up flipping a coffee table to the ceiling and breaking it. This is nothing like me I don't break things, and I'm not violent I've never been in a fight in my life. So anyway, he comes back in and tackles me over a couch and was going to start hitting me but my mom stopped him. Remember, this is while I can't breathe at all and I just got back from the ER.
I could've fought back but wanted to just stay where I was and look into his eyes cause he looked like a damn maniac and I just stared into his eyes the whole time to show him I wasn't scared. I mean I didn't want to hit him anway, even if I broke the table I know the difference between people and objects.
Anyway then he unloads this speech that you can tell he's been repeating in his head for a while about how me and my sister are nothing but leeches on his soul and apparently we've prevented from having or doing anything he's ever wanted. He says the reason I'm always locked in my room by myself is because I'm selfish and don't care about anyone else even though he knows it's because I'm still trying to figure what route to take in life that won't hurt other people and it's all because I care a great deal for everyone.
This is hard to explain but I mean I worry that all these traditional routes of success just have adverse effects on other people in other parts of the world, etc., etc. and he should know this because we had had dozens of 4 hours long philosophical conversations and it's like he just didn't remember any of it and sitting there claiming I was everything that was the exact opposite of what I was. He said basically the most hurtful things I could imagine in his little speech and then he started holding things against me that simply weren't true...it was insane. After he finished with his practiced part he just started trying to make things up and searching for things to hold against me. And the whole time I couldn't even respond because I couldn't even breathe...
And now it's like he expects me to forgive me or something, for showing no concern for me at my weakest point, threatening my life over a stupid coffee table, and basically saying that he resented me for anything I've ever requried of him and never got anything beneficial out of our relationship, and saying the most hurtful things ever. and he just like expected me to forgive him or something I guess. Cause he just goes about acting like everything's normal and then he's surprised to hear a day later from my mom that I was still upset. and all he does is mention it to me in a e-mail. no apology or anything just a sort of wierd acknowledgement that wouldn't have even done unless my mom said something.
How am I supposed to forgive him or every trust him again? How can I rely on him for anything. I really hate him now, and I hate having to hate him even more. Everyday I wake up wishing things weren't like this but I can't rationalize forgiving him, there are only a few things I can think of that could be worse than what he did. Sorry...this was recently still too fresh sorry so long.
Reading these I realize how lucky I am to be unfeeling ( you know, no real emotions or attachment )
the only pain I have ever experienced is all physical
broke my arm
sliced open my cornea
ripped 1 inch of meat out of my leg
fallen down stairs
jammed a large piece of wood in my foot
got hit in the head with a 20 pound weight
But nothing can compare to some of the stuff I have read
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