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Please be my friend....
Ichben
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Please be my friend...
Please
be my friend. Why you ask? Well, because I am lonely. My beloved is no
more. My darling world of warhearts is lost in a storm of rage. She has
been taken from me an and I do not know when she will return to me. I
ask myself, is this fair? Do I really deserve all this hardship and
pain?
I plead to the Red King, I beg him to let me have my
darling darling back. He looks at me with that look pity and triumph
and says ..No, no, no Ichben, you naughty, naughty boy. You know I
can't do that, you know your pain is here to stay. It's not going
anywhere until you face them and see your fears for what they really
are..
Than he walks away, the all powerful and all mighty red
bastard turns his back on me with my precious world of warhearts in the
palm of his filthy hands and just walks away.
Oh the
humanity of it all. How can one show such cruelty to a person who
yearns to spend time with his sweetheart, his hearts of hearts, his
beloved world of warhearts. What am I suppose to do? Who can I turn
too? How do I stop the bleeding madness in my troubled head? How do I
silence the screaming, the crying and the yelling that is, slowly but
surely, driving me insane at every freaking moment of my ever freaking
life?
Where are the heroes, MY heroes?. You know. The ones
we've all read about in comic books and long novels. Why aren't they
here to ease my pain and send me happy thoughts with their superpowers
and super hearts? I want them to help me. I want them to help me win
back my beloved and most of all help me destroy that blasted Red King.
The demon man who hides in my mind and haunts my dreams at every waking
moment of my ever waking life!! It is he who makes the noise in my
head. It is he who pounds, yells and screams until the night is done.
My
beloved was the only one who could soothe my mind and lift my spirits
to new levels I could not have dreamed of. In a sky full of stars she
was the one that shined the brightest. She would smile at me from above
and say to me ..Ichben, you know you are my handsome one, you know you
are the one that is true to my heart. You never fail to make me smile,
and for that, my love will forever be yours. It will shine in your
heart and lift you up when you are down. When I am gone you will never
be alone. Do you know why my plump little doll?.. ..No.. I say ..Please
tell me my love, don't leave me in the dark.. ..My precious little man
I will never do such a thing, because all you have to do is look up in
the sky and see me shining and smiling at you with all the power in my
heart.
And with that, she slowly fades away into the
darkness of the shining sky. Drifting to a place of nothingness and
beyond. Her words soothe me, they fill my heart with joy and a touch of
hope. I will never forget her warm touch and soft embrace as we played
together for hours on end. Oh the fun we had, oh how the laughs made us
feel so good. Will I ever laugh that way again? Will I ever be free
again, I mean truly free? Free to say what I want to say and be who I
want to be without the Red King breathing down my neck and looking over
my shoulder?
I tell myself, things will get better. But the
sad truth is, I think my beloved may be gone forever. Deep down I do
not want to believe this, I REFUSE to believe this. But as I take a
moment to step back and look at the big picture, all the signs seem to
be pointing to the Red King with his evil grin and nasty smirk holding
the only one I ever loved in the palm of his hand and this leads me to
the conclusion that, my baby may be gone forever.
Even
though things may seem bleak at the moment. I must continue to move on.
And old lady on a street corner once told me ..Time waits for no one
son, your either moving and grooving or shaking and baking, either
way... ..time..... don't give a shit, it's got its own work to do and
it don't need you and people like you slowing it down..
And
with those kind and enlightening words of inspiration. I invite you to
come to my space and please be my friend. If it is true that my darling
is indeed gone, forever in the grips of the Red King. I plead with you
all to help me see a better way of living. Help me ease the pain of a
loved one forever lost in a sea of red. Or if you know a way my beloved
and I can be together again, please, tell me your ideas that swims in
your mind, tell me I beg. For everyday that goes by my mind is loosing
its grip on reality and is crumbling, and soon I may be gone forever,
into the the twilight of darkness and beyond.
http://www.myspace.com/ichben
Epilogue
Please
note when reading my blogs on my ..myspace.. page that this work is
coming from a mind in turmoil. A mind that is troubled with thoughts of
fear and regret. If anything I have wrote causes you anger or pain I
deeply apologize, but when I write I write from my heart and when the
mind and heart are out of sync and not working together in unison, the
results can be dreadfully dreary. I hope you will look beyond the
madness and see a gentle person eager to see the light of day once
again. Please I beg of you all, don't leave me in the dark, don't let
me fall into that dark empty hole and never come out.
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Comments
HEHEHEHE
So you are Ichben Einberliner?
I'm Ichben Einniederl
/bow
Long days and pleasant nights my friend
Ichben Einberliner
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this is my first pub post in a lonnng time so here it goes:
"wtf r u serious?"
"Of all tyrannies, a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive. It would be better to live under robber barons than under omnipotent moral busybodies. The robber baron's cruelty may sometimes sleep, his cupidity may at some point be satiated; but those who torment us for our own good will torment us without end for they do so with the approval of their own conscience"
CS Lewis
In World Of Warcraft talk, you'd get a QQ Cry More.
In myspace world, you'd get a "lol emo".
No I will not pay for your mmo subscription.
Come on. Don't seek help on the net. Jump back on the horse and get on with life instead a pityful self pity
This thread deserves a pic:
WOW, if that's the kind of attitude you are going to take than I wouldn't want you to be my friend anyway, MEANIE!!!
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I thought mmorpg's weren't for mentally unstable people? I mean, dude. You call your father the Red King and blab on about it as if you're roleplaying. Reality check, please.
You remind me of those kids that jumped off their roof because Pok
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/emo FTL!
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Eat some pie and get over it.
I don''t really know when Humankind will die out but i''m guessing about 6 years before WOW.
-BarCrow
Sorry, I just had to...
ichben dude, grow up,or at least think before acting (typing and posting in this case)
i just got 2 words for you
DRAMA KING
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He is red because he is dead in the eyes of those who are living.
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If you are serriously this broken up over not being able to play a GAME because your "meanie father" won't pay for it, I have one thing to sugest.
Give up now. You're not built for the real world.
At least it will stop this garbage being posted.
"The Crimson King"......the "clearing"...... try getting your nose out of those Stephen King novels and facing real life for a change. Next, you'll tell us it's lonely at the top of "The Dark Tower".