Better here to start?.........../shrug. ok

elementalpatient

So...........I pre-ordered SWTOR (cause sony just up and pulls the plug on SWG (that ive played since launch)) and have been p2p longer than ftp has been active and i still am (p2p). But for the last 3 months now i've been telling (no convincing) myself of wha? I still dont know........I always think about playing it. I always read about it as well as read what the people that play it say and how they play it all the time. I think about MW3 as well. I have loads of titles........ive bought quite a bit of games (tbh i only buy games that are 60$ or more) cause i bought a $1600 ROG laptop so........./shrug........yeah, uh anyways (where was i?) uh, yeah like that. its only 2 years or so since i bought the machine and i would never have guessed that after all the money i spend on games and an ISP (well thats value enough besides the ability to OL game i.e. porno, plus the subs i pay for some of them) that i think qbout playing more than actually playing. Like i said i dont know whats going on or happening but its weird. OK i have some theories (ok well more like general ideas about it. Im worried that im maybe getting older and losing interest. My dealer thinks maybe its the meth and im just tweekin to hard and by the time i ever get  back to double downing on a launch *.ico im either too tired or too super spooked (from ghost hunting) that i am doing something else on the NET and being a man the term 'doing something else' takes less time to put together than it does to say "Oh"  But i dont trust anything the man says since i started suspecting him of poisoning all the food in my kitchen. yea i know he still doing it but im just waiting to catch him in the act. at night i hear him outside my 2nd story window tryin to peek in and shit. hes slick too cause everytime i open the window real quick and look out hes gone (like wtf?) im just saying with all the problems i have with just him plus everyone always talking about me and plotting against me. who would even think meth was the cause? Im fine its not the meth. BRB i think someones out my window again. Nope. Fuck!!!!!!!!! i almost forgot, the feds have my house on surveilance (yes ive seen the van) and they follow me too. so with problems like this how dare he blame it on Methamphetamines! brb. i heard something agiain sorry. ever since i heard kids on the roof playing soccer and the feds sending the SWAT team to my place just cause i 911'd a cruiser to check it out (me not wanting a kid to fall off the roof (true story) ive been more and more untrusting of people)) I hear it again. brb

TheScavenger

Best thread ever.